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Love vs Fear

  • Writer: dMbOndemand dMbOnDemand
    dMbOndemand dMbOnDemand
  • Jan 19
  • 1 min read

So on the previous post, I told you about a particular day this spring that I’m looking forward to. I got to thinking about us walking / rolling lol down the street together and what that will feel like. And what I hope you feel differently than before. So here it is:


I hope that you’ll feel chosen. Prioritized. That you’ll feel an investment in us. I will have chosen our love and experiences over fear of the unknown and what others may or may not think of me in my wheelchair. Obviously, I’m always going to have some trepidation regarding that topic, but it doesn’t mean that I have to let it rule my decisions, especially as it relates to us. I hope that you’ll feel that love and deliberate choice to put our memories in front of my fear.

 
 
 

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