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The Night Of

  • Writer: dMbOndemand dMbOnDemand
    dMbOndemand dMbOnDemand
  • Jun 5, 2025
  • 1 min read

Yesterday you shared with me the image that I chose is the cover image to this post. It was about the night you found me in the kitchen while looking through the garage door window. It was also about the time spent waiting for my surgery to be done And expecting the worst while each minute text by slowly. Then at the end, there was a glimmer of hope when you found out what I was able to do and consider it a victory. You also vowed to do whatever it takes to help get me through this. And you’ve done just that.


I know it hasn’t been easy and there are days that feel impossible but you make it through to the next day And you bring me along with you.


Things are gonna start changing soon with you being back in school, going back to work and doing your side hustle. We’re going to have time apart more than time together and they’re going to be some changes that might be hard for me to adapt to.


Please be patient with me and I’ll be patient with you as things move around and we adapt to the new way of life. Thank you for everything you do for me and for us. It may be a little while, but I promise I’m going to do my part by going to school and getting back in the workforce somewhere. The logistics may be tricky, but will work it out.


I love you.

-raccoon


 
 
 

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