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Those Days

  • Writer: dMbOndemand dMbOnDemand
    dMbOndemand dMbOnDemand
  • Jan 17
  • 1 min read

Sort of continuing on with the topic of choices, there are a few things that I really hope you understand on the days where I feel like it must not be too easy to choose me.


On those days, it’s important that you understand that there are better days ahead. That you won’t always have to take care of every single thing in the household. That there will be days to go on dates and to travel out of town again.


It’s important to me on those days where I feel like it’s hard for you to choose me that you know how grateful I am for every single thing you do for me and for us. I try to say thank you for everything, but those two words don’t really do justice to the level of gratitude that I have for you. I hope you know that if roles were reversed, I would carry the weight for you as well. Every single bit of it.


Lastly, on those days where I feel hard to be chosen I just need you to know that I love you. It really all boils down to that. I’ve loved you since our first days and that love has never taken a break. It’s ever present and all consuming, and it will be that way until I am dead and gone.


 
 
 

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